Wednesday, 30 May 2012

*|Blood on my shoes|*

im skulkin around got blood on my shoes
got my neck in a noose with nothing to loose
soaking up sound
the hood and the bruise
paths that i choose
elements brewed
by alchemist crews
rocket caboosed cuz I guess
the less hootch ya use
you lose if not bruised
im gaining moons like
daylights coming too soon
slender shadows of the dunes
grow from midnights blooms
i cut right through
make my own room to move

alot of things dousing these days

lord knows i do
see the doom in the willow
the womb of the killer
the red eye fly by
tails light in the night sky
making like a bad suture
im pussing out this kitch
on an early departure
a lot of back slides
so im skitching man, dont bother
park the car your harbored jaw
crack like glass
i evaporate with the solvent
into atmospheric toxins
i been tripping for so long
im only sober when im on it
dont know which way is up
my mouth fillin with water
raining or flooding
or maybe it just in the air
like being in a sauna
a frozen heart now pardoned
a lot of waste no longer garbage
a longer face i no longer manage
a tainted trace
with grace i am vanished
with lakes out the palms
songs and psalms
from hands that yawn
that bend with dawn
and days be gone
and all that rum
and smoke be done
my kingdom come
and bell be rung
my queen from pawn
and rook to knight
to dead crown crawl
my presence slight

I pour and I storm
and I make light lightning
I mourn and I praise
like a stray mazes ending
I gaze and I haze
in a constant amazement
blessedly humbled
by a moments engagement

im up but im down
with a brokeness in the water
ill float cuz i know how to sink
i know my silence cuz i know how to speak
and i know at the peak the air thins out
gets hard to breathe
cant see for the clouds
cant hear for the shouts
but with these two hands
i can feel for the routes
to the islands in the skies
i am fed by their roots
i am bedded down on soft ground
and em branches be my roof
the earth is still my skin
see
here i am
the proof
ending as i began
nothing more
but nothing less
a balance point
of grace projected
i need only to embrace
the honesty of my reflection
let my inflection
bend my perception
so that i may see the inherent
beauty and perfection
of all life
especially my own
may i be given myself
so that i may give of myself
bless/ed be
as always
peace

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